Pulse less

I’m trying to find a pulse
But
There’s a flutter in my neck
That I can
see in my reflection.
But
that doesn’t mean
That I can
feel anything.

The more I try to forget, the more
That I can
Remember.
And forget what it’s like to feel
But
remember what it’s like to feel hurt.
I feel like I’ve stopped breathing since then
And

I’ve come up for air
but
I’m still blue.

I wonder when
my pallor
will be restored
Along with
My heart
My life-
My peace
of
mind.

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